I strive in hurtful and emotionally difficult situations; recently I was asked if I was masacistic because of my odd apreciation for pain and it's effects.  It is not enjoyable at first, but distruction forces me to conjure up my true strength, love and understanding for myself and the world in order to conquer it and control how I allow events to effect me.  I continually amaze myself with the strength of my true nature when motivated by such necessity; I feel cleansed, reawakened and powerful. 

Loosing attatchments gives me an insightful gratitude for blessings I often take for granted. 

Today's Affirmation

I want to heal souls with energy and positivite affirmations brought by clarity.  To do this i've got to clear my mind more diligently.  And so i will, and so it will be.  i write my destiny, and i chose to fight as a peaceful warrior against negativity, begining with the inside of me.  I know that i am strong enough to leave behind the things that hurt me, to conquer insecurities through wisdom,  and develop my sources of light. 

  I exist in a world of energy, where love is the only reality....may sound cliche, but what else can trancend through eternity?  Our bodys and personal experiences are expressions of the equations that we focus on and develop inside ourselves....a reflection of our soul.  In the depths of the soul, a collective consciousness (unconscious to the physical) breathes life throughout all we sense, and at the same time connects us to the spiritual home of energy and peaceful truth.  I believe every part of the physical reality is a metaphor for this eternal santuary and our senses serve as teachers.  Pain is an illusion that encourages us to find and create passageways to the healing energy of love.                                                
I am God is Love is Everything is You....We are One.